Be Myself
Its just another day again
Whispers turn to shouting
The shouting turns to tears
You were left alone at home fighting for tears
I am being selfish
Suppose that I missed you
Suppose that I cared
Waiting for your call, I’m sick
When you call, I feel really down
I can’t stay with you tonight
So please stays sweet my dear
I’m still with you in your heart
Don’t hate me now
I’ve broken my promise to you
You must be thinking why I can do this so easily
It’s a shame that it had to be this way
I feel like a stab wound in my heart to let you feel lonely
It’s not enough to say I’m sorry
I’m not going to pretend this anymore
Please hold my hand and trust me
Make your mind to stay with me
Spend a minute exploring my deepest hope
Let my whole heart tells you that I really wanna be myself
Colours in my life is fading
Tired of being alone in my friendship
Sitting here with empty mind
Whispering to myself to find out what I really want
Just wanna stop being pretender
To do things behind a mask
Life is not just you and me
To hold hand forever
You need to let me do what I want
I respect your freedom but that doesn’t mean I don’t care
I’m feeling half alive but I know one day
You and I will be free
And all I wanna do is love you
But I’m the only one to blame
Its not hard to change for me
Prove that you love me
If we cannot find the feeling
That we held on to together
Try your hardest to remember
I need you to try
And save me
I almost back to my life
But tonight…
Just wanna tell you that I love you
And I just want to be alone
Because you make it hard to smile

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