Relationship that just isn’t working
Clubbing for life guy
Attached to a girl who hates it
Always giving her empty promises
Got scared and feels empty
Don’t know what I really want
Doesn’t feel right anymore
Seek for freedom by leaving the relationship
She blames herself for the matter
Said she would change
I was wrong to trust her
At the end
Got blamed for not being caring
What is so good about my ex she asked
I dropped a thousand tears
Not a single one reserve for her
Ex always accompany me wherever I wanted to go
Doesn’t matter who I’m with
As long as she’s with me
Maybe I was wrong back then
She just don’t realize my heart cries for her
My words is like dagger cutting her
Sorry for the empty promises I made
I just can’t stand still do nothing
I cannot live my life without my friends
I cannot reject my friend’s invitation no more
Tried my best to make our relationship gets better
Succeeded but it all ends again
It’s not easy to do things that I don’t want to do
Alone in this room again tonight
Kinda thinking about the things that I did for her
The feelings that I’ve gone through before
I do care and feels like wanna cry for her tonight
She will never believe me
I treat her like puppet in her thought
What is love when there’s no trust
Why you don’t believe my love on you
I’m never been the kind to let my feeling shows
I just being strong to let go off the pain.
Sorry thoughts and fightening sounds in my mind
Still I try avoid it
Things I wanna say to her couldn’t come out
I can’t really sense my surroundings
Seem to be all dark around
Nothing there to lighten up my way
Honestly don’t know where I’ll end up at last
Tried everything to succeed somehow
But that’s not the way things are right now
Feeling kinda lost
There’s no need to say goodbye
I wanna ask you not to cry
We will always have each other just like it was from the start
Cause you have your special place in my heart
Always …

Touching.. =)
shrEen said this on October 8, 2007 at 7:25 am
Hi man, sometimes some things are not meant to be, after all these relationships I think you should be more easy going on yourself.
The love alone is not enough, in order to hold hands together for decades, you need to be able to complement and comprehend each others lifestyle and tolerate each other.
Hope this won’t bug you down for too long.
Stay healthy
Jin Chong said this on October 10, 2007 at 6:04 am
Thanks shreen !
Yukito, she don’t let me C-walk! How can that happen? LOL
Anyway, thanks …
Amedion said this on October 20, 2007 at 4:07 am